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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
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Yesterday i jus had my presentation its was not really well perform as i was really anxious i found that i speak far too fast it suppose to be a 3 mins talk i talk only in 2 mins time but jeff the time keeper jus inform teacher that i speak 3mins 15 sec in order to help me pass. I transfer money to shakira and svr was up in the afternoon issit fast? Jonson ask for a lan match on fri i told him "siao fri afternoon they haf sch le " =X 2 members say they dun wanna go WCG coz exams are coming and some reasons. I guess i had to gif up my WCG dreamz jus that i dun haf the fate to take part in it.... I gonna have Life Science quiz today i am totally stress up as i really stuck wish me luck! And i was wondering wat was wrong with me i really jus wanna be frend with someone n then she was jus attp delete me from friendster n blk me in msn. Argh nvm guess that i lose another friend. I wonder my so called best frend Miki still angry with me or not? Coz that time she scold me alot of vulgar so i jus say u like to fuck go fuck urself all you wan as i was kind of piss and then she is the another one who delete me in friendster n blk me in msn remove my links in her blog. God damn why jus cant they try to put their foot into my shoes? Do they noe how the hell i felt when they do that to me? Let me tell it kind of hurt and it dissapoint me really deep !

UNIYOU @ Wednesday, March 30, 2005 | | Comment!

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Monday, March 28, 2005
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28 Mar 2005

A day of relieve stress. I had my CAD LaB tEsT 2 oN tHe MoRnInG iT wAs PrEttY EaSy ! I aM AfRAID i MiGhT nOt sCoR3 fULL mArK. =X Now at T1462-23 with zul n mel doing rwp presentation for tmr. i really dunno wat to tok tmr lolx ! actually i am doing nth but this now coz i already finish my part =X haha hope everything will go smoothly tmr. +P muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahazhahaha

UNIYOU @ Monday, March 28, 2005 | | Comment!

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Thursday, March 24, 2005
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Feelin so fuck up ! Tuesday need to present rwp and i still have not prepare i hate presentation ! My ppt slide are no rdy and i dun even noe how to start suppose to work in group but there is no group commitment what the hell can i do? just get ready to mess up the whole presentation so fussy waste my time damn it do u think i had alot of time to waste? what the fuck ! damn moody coz my lab test was jus so fucking careless and i having a CT class test ltr which i had not really started to read god damn it i told u i dun wanna fail any subject !

UNIYOU @ Thursday, March 24, 2005 | | Comment!

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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Feeling stress as exam n test are closer n closer i am really afraid of repeating module or scoring an E for any subject. Pls let me pass all at least a C ... currently like didnt like anybody le hai coz like i am always getting hurt in love so i trying not love someone so deep ... hai

UNIYOU @ Tuesday, March 22, 2005 | | Comment!

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Thursday, March 17, 2005
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I did a quiz n the result is show below:

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

UNIYOU @ Thursday, March 17, 2005 | | Comment!

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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Sick Sick Sick !

16 May 2005

At T1463-17 using com listening to Wa Jie. Before that i had a lab test and had my lunch. I had chicken porridge at fc 3. I have to waste my time till 3.15 coz i had a talk at MLT2 abt the 3rd yr elective module. Next to me is a gal who i saw at the sp innovex who i keep telling my frend that cute gal. I find that she is really funny by the way she talk.Hmm dun think i had feeling for her ar. Heard that she is attached. Recently i noe a taiwanese gal from Hi5 she currently study in bangkok her name is lydia she look really sweet n cute. i had an enjoyable chat with her @ msn last nite. we since to click well. i hope we really are =P. haha

UNIYOU @ Wednesday, March 16, 2005 | | Comment!

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
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15 MaRch 2005

I am sick. Morning i woke up i already not feeling well guess it was becoz of not enough sleep. I need to go to sch as today is the submission of the Report. Kinda of stress. Having a fever at 37.5 degree celcius,having a flu n headachne.How i wish i had someone special to look after me by my side taking care of me. that will be sweet ! I guess each day go by my desire for love grow stronger n stronger. Seeing couple so lovely jus made me so envious of them. My heart go sour n pain. Tear is abt to drop down everytime i see couple so lovely. I was really full of envious n hatred coz i nv had that feeling. I wish i could. Still searching for that special one a love of a lifetime. I dun wish to be hurt in love again n again i really cant stand it. It's really hurts alot. the wound of my heart will never heal till i met that special one. A Love of a Lifetime i am still searching i hope i can find it soon. I wanna leave happily not with sadness and sorrow and had show the fake smile that is not really in my heart. i am jus so tired . gif me my love pls !

UNIYOU @ Tuesday, March 15, 2005 | | Comment!

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
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9th March 2005

Candy pass her driving test congrats.

I dunno y the pain is really growing stronger each day goes by. y cant i jus let go? wth i am thinking still hoping that she really love me? the pain really hurt n i had to hide it from my frendz. i had to laugh when there is like a nife stab into my heart. i dunno i am jus so lost. my love life nv been a success one. cant i jus haf a simple gal who really love me n i love her. i hate to be hurt it really very hurtful. i had to hide myself in washroom jus to let those uncontrollable tears roll down and now is abt roll down again ! oh man wtf did i do in my previous life !!! why i cant i haf the one i love always ! i am jus so sick of it ! is like so meaniless ! there is like no reason for me to live as i am in great pain and i had to endure trying to 4get all those past but history will always repeat always is the same thing happen thx to god man ! u r damn fucking "gd" can u kindly fuck off n let me be with the one i love? stop making me so lonely.. u r not me dun take me to compare with u... i really started to lost faith in love... must i really turn into a big flirt? Y tell me y my life is jus simply so fuck up and it totally sux... i had nth ! no love no looks no money ! FUCKING SHIT ! they say heaven is very fair ! fair fuck u ! wat i haf? nth absolutly nth ! u r not fair to me ! i am jus like a toy being abuse by U ! damn u ! STOP TOTURING ME IT SIMPLY LIKE LIVING IN HELL ! __ FUCK OFF !!!

UNIYOU @ Wednesday, March 09, 2005 | | Comment!

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
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8th March 05

Today i bought a new snowcap at queen way with the accompany of zul,abdul n melvin. actually i was not in gd mood but i try not to show it. Hai i msg her she didnt reply she is like being so cold to me n didnt online in msn. i dunno wat happen. i think maybe i was really childlish to thought that i really found someone i love n love me. i guess it was jus my self thinking. she was like jus trying to play along as i cant feel the love she say had for me. it was really very hurtful but wat can i do love cant be force ba. if u dun love me jus say u dun,dun say u love me when u dun haf feeling for me coz that hurt more...i am really very tired of love coz it has been keep on hurting me n hurting the hole in my heart is getting bigger n bigger n much more painful.. Pls let me be honest with u i am really a very fragile guy with a very fragile heart... Pls stop hurting me i jus so sick of it... it made me like life is more meaniless .... sadness n sorrow is really wat i haf left... i had nth nobody but i dun wan ur pity... i jus wan someone i love n she love me ... Pls stop toturing me i cant stand it i beg u all.

UNIYOU @ Tuesday, March 08, 2005 | | Comment!

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Monday, March 07, 2005
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7tH oF mArCh

A dAy Of 99% sAd 1% HaPpy ! 1% HaPpy BecOz tOdaY iS cLaSs gAtHeRinG hAd KFC fOr LuNcH ! tHe 99% sAd iS bEcOz mY dEaR hOng Yu dIdnT rEpLy My MsG n Nv OnLinE i Am wOrRiEd aBt hEr. ReALLy wOrrIeD aBt hEr sO mUch ! I gUeSs tOnIte wILL bE a SLeEpLeSs NiGhT ! i PraY fOr HeR tO Be SaFe ! nO mAttEr wAt wE cAn tALK ! tHE mOsT iMpoRtaNt iS u HaPpy Hong Yu ! nTh iS mOre iMpoRtaNt tHan iT ! i WiLL LeArN tO LeT u gO iF u WaN mE tO .

UNIYOU @ Monday, March 07, 2005 | | Comment!

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